Before I go to sleep I want to say again that I am truly sorry for not being honest. lLike I said before, I wasn't truthful because I didn't want you to be upset with me. bBut , in reality, it came out worse and and I feel like shit for doing that . I'm sorry for that and I know it didoesn't take much for me to be honest witoh you.... I know that neither one of us areis perfect and I don't expect you to be perfect either.... aAnd, like you said earlier , you have dealt with someone lying to you in the past. I understand where you're coming from. jJust know that I've been real with you this whole time and I didn't lie because I was hiding something, that wasn't the case. sSo, please don't think I'm a liar, because I'm not. bBut please stay. aAnd if you dechooside that you want me to stay your life, I promise you that I won't lie again, even if the truth hurts.